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14 January 2011 @ 06:57 pm
All I can do is try  
I THINK I FOUND IT,GUYS.

My program:

- Graduate Uni (well,duh!)
- Take either IELTS or TOEFL
- Send application

I CAN DO THIS.Needless to say,I'm scared shitless.I even picture myself being lonely and miserable and wanting nothing but to come back home,and I HAVEN'T EVEN SENT AN APPLICATION YET.Why are you so stupid,brain?Why?Give it a rest.I'm just trying to live my dream.
 
 
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Cinna: house: house/cuddy 80s dancecentury_fox on January 14th, 2011 07:09 pm (UTC)
I can't leave as long of a comment as I'd like to because I'm packing for Florida, but I think that's awesome that you've found a program you're really interested in, and I have faith in you that you'll be able to do this if it's what you really want! And I'm here for you to provide support/listen/help in any way I can if you need anything. <3
Irene: [tv:house] that's what friends are forlisa_grey on January 14th, 2011 08:08 pm (UTC)
Thank you,hun,you're the sweetest!You know,you and all the other lj/tumblr friends are my safety net,I know that wherever I am I can write here and talk about my feelings and you'll be there to listen.I can carry you with me wherever I go.♥♥♥
mariella: True Blood *Pam is fierce*mariella on January 14th, 2011 07:33 pm (UTC)
the MA sounds soooo cool!
Irene: [celebrity:Lisa E ] if you just smilelisa_grey on January 14th, 2011 08:08 pm (UTC)
It is!!There is one like this in Sheffield,but you know,London is London! ;DDD
Halo In Reversesunspawn on January 14th, 2011 09:04 pm (UTC)
DO IT. GO. If this is your dream then you need to just go for it. I know exactly what you're going through right now and it can be terrifying but if you don't try you're going to hate yourself forever.

I just followed you on twitter btw.

Edited at 2011-01-14 09:05 pm (UTC)
Irene: [tv:house] Cuddy close-uplisa_grey on January 14th, 2011 10:12 pm (UTC)
I know,I really want to do this!I've never had such drive before,so I guess it's the right time!
Oh yay,following you back bb! :)
they call me {krys} ♪♫eyesofgarnet on January 14th, 2011 11:13 pm (UTC)
That's great that you've found a program you're interested in. Don't let you brain psych you out. You can do this because you are amazing.
Irene: [tv:castle] Beckett can be a cutielisa_grey on January 15th, 2011 02:06 pm (UTC)
AAAWWW!!♥♥♥♥
S.: hp; hermioneartic_fox on January 15th, 2011 11:09 am (UTC)
YAY LONDON.
Irene: [celebrity:Lisa E ] for the win!lisa_grey on January 15th, 2011 02:08 pm (UTC)
OMG BB,IMAGINE ALL THE THINGS WE COULD DO AND SEE TOGETHER.SHOWS,MUSICALS,MUSEUMS,SHOPPING SPREES AND WHO KNOW WHAT ELSE JSDHFKDSFKDSFKFD!
S.: bbtheory; nerds at workartic_fox on January 15th, 2011 07:01 pm (UTC)
IT WOULD BE FABULOUS AND AMAZING AND AWESSSOMMMEEEE, AND IT NEEDS TO HAPPEN.
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