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I tried to write something with a sense,but i failed.Clearly the *i'm all high because it's nearly Christmas and there are lights everywhere* thing got to me,too,and i can't even formulate a thought properly.I just feel so hyper,idk why.MAYBE THERE WAS SOMETHING IN MY COKE. *Iz suspicious*

The worst part-the funeral-has gone.I feel so relieved,i don't know why i feared it so much.Everyone was there,my family,some of my closest friends and other family friends.It was beautiful and so sad at the same time.I can't find a proper word to describe it.
After the funeral my friends came to my house and we made hot chocolate and just chatted,and i felt so lucky to have them there.
It's so weird to think that i'll never hear my gran's voice again,that that room is now empty,that i don't have to worry about the barking dogs waking her up.It will take time to not think these things "automatically".I was really feeling better,but my dad told me they're going to visit my grandma's sister tomorrow morning and i told him i didn't feel like coming,because,you know,they buried my grandma today and i do not have the strength to watch her sister cry and then to have to leave her.But he doesn't understand,he NEVER does,he says he's trying to help but he doesn't realize this was my first big loss,and it will take time for me to recover.That doesn't mean i won't go visit my grandma's sister,i just don't feel like going TOMORROW.I want to go with my sister,when she comes back,on Thursday.But apparently is tomorrow or nothing,so you know what,fuck off,dad,i've cried all the tears i had in these days and no,i don't have any strength left.I'm just 23,i'm not 60 like you.
So yes,i'll wake up in an empty house for the first time tomorrow,and that's kind of scaring me.It's such a big change.
I can't help but feel lost and alone right now.And that's all because of you,dad.So THANK YOU,because you always try to help me.And you constantly fail because you don't listen to what i try to tell you.I'm sick and tired of this.I just want to call my sister,lay in my bed with my cat and sleep.So i won't have to think about anything.

Just wanted to let you know that i'm back and i had a great time in Athens.I'm having a rough time re-adjusting to the "normal" life,so i'm sorry if i'm like, 3989283 entries behind my flist posts,i'll catch up as soon as i'll be 100% all right.
In the mean time,if you have news,or if you want to tell me something that happened while i was away,spoil me on House,or TBBT or HIMYM,or Glee,or just cheer me up with something,from pictures to real life stories,you're more than welcome!
I love you all so much and i missed you! ♥

(And of course,next time i'll come bearing TONS of pics!)

I'm leaving for Athens tomorrow morning,and i'll be back on Tuesday.
Until then,my livejournal will be



Have a great week-end,bbs,i'll miss you all!*Hugs flist*

+ I'm still kind of ~recovering~ from the latest episode of House. I watched it again yesterday,but my feelings about it haven't changed that much.( There's no us. )

+ HIMYM ~Slapsgiving~ episode was GREAT!!The return of the slap!I loved how Barney tried to turn Ted and Robin against each-other so that he wouldn't be slapped,LOL! And i KNEW that Lily's dad would've taken the Slap Bet and turned it into game!I want it,too!!
Also,i loved Lily's ~"You're dead to me"~ expression.I think i should start practicing it on someone,too!Anyway,the best line was Robin's "I've never slapped Barney!....above the waist!" I *SCREAMED*!!I knew it,i knew it!!They totally looked like the spanking couple,lmao!

+ I have so start packing.I'm leaving for Greece on Saturday and i still have to sort out everything i'll bring!I have no idea how's the weather going to be like in Athens,maybe nitsa_maro could help me with this?LOL j/k,bb!!

+ I don't understand why there are BLUE Christmas decorations everywhere in the city.Blue is such an un-festive color,it's so dark and...sad.So ~unChristmas-y~,ugh.They're everywhere,it's terrible!I want the old god and red ones back!*whines*

+ Ugh.I hate being a female in that ~time of the month~.I spend two days laying on my bed or whining around the house,and i don't have the physical strength to do anything.Why us?I mean,we already have to put up with men.That should be enough.Anyway,i've been feeling terrible all day,and i just want to curl up in bed and fall asleep but OH LOOK,there's some kind of movie my mum absolutely NEEDS to watch.In my room,at my tv,IN MY FUCKIN BED.Excuse me if this is pissing me off because i told you i'm sick.Ssjkdhsjds.I need to get out of this house like,asap.

+ I bought the "Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince" DVD yesterday!! I'M SO EXCITED!!I've already watched all the extras,and there's a beautiful,idk,~documentary~ called "J.K.Rowling:One year in the life",where you see her writing for the last book and at the book launch,and at her OMFG SO AWESOME country home,talking about her life before Harry Potter.It's amazing,i even cried a bit when they bring her to the old condo she lived in when she wrote "The Philosopher's Stone".YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT.

+ I have to bring my 19 years old cat to the vet tomorrow! :( She has this ~thing~ on her head,i think it's a cyst,but it's getting bigger and i'm worried as hell.I hope she'll be fine because I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH ANYTHING BAD HAPPENING TO HER,OKAY.

+ I want to watch a movie on my laptop but I can't decide which one!I NEEDZ YOU HELP!


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My mum just got epically mad at me for no reason.I haven't done anything wrong,idk what was her reason for yelling at me like that and then storming out of the house.I get so sad and angry and feel so powerless when these things happen.I hate it.

+ I went to see "2012" with iachi yesterday. OH.MY.GOD. I loved it.This was THE catastrophic movie.I admit it,i even closed my eyes during some scenes,because of all the tension.I felt kind of out of the world when the movie ended.I always seem to need some time to ~readjust~ to the real world,after i've watched i movie.Plus,this time i had thoughts like "OMG,what if this will really happen in 2012?!I don't want to die at 26 years old!..Oh God,i'll be 26!!*freaks out*" LOL yes,that was my train of thoughts.Anyway,i really,really liked it.Oh and there was such an ~hilarious~ moment,we couldn't stop laughing even if the scene wasn't supposed to be hilarious at all,since it's the one where S. Peter falls down.Nevertheless,hearing that "The italian Prime Minister decided to stay with his people and pray",made us (and everyone else) burst out laughing madly.If you don't get why,that's probably because you don't know how our Prime Minister is.I don't see him staying with us during a catastrophe.He'd most likely run away asap to never come back.So yeah,that's why we laughed.The point is,GO WATCH THIS MOVIE,if you haven't yet.

+ I'm obsessed with Lady Gaga's new song,"Bad romance".Is like an addiction,i didn't even like it at first,then it sort of started ~playing~ in my head and now i'm screwed.WHY LADY GAGA,WHY.I was fine even without your song playing 24h in my head.GTFO,Bad Romance.

+ House,TBBT and HIMYM are on tonight!!*flails* I can't wait especially for the TBBT episode!!Speaking of which...to all my fellow Sheldon/Penny shippers,HAPPY BOOB!DAY!!!SHJDKSLDKSHDJSJKLDHFHJDK!!!